Acceptance

“Cry. Forgive. Learn. Move on. Let your tears water the seeds of your future happiness.” 
― Steve Maraboli

That quote digs deep into me for some reason. Although it doesn't define my current situation to that extent but I think I can partially relate to it. Sometimes, I find it a little difficult to stop thinking of what happened, it's like I'm still living in the past when things have actually passed and it's basically time to move on and just accept what happened. I'm defining it as a shock, but a not a 'shock' in that way, it's more like a 'new concept' being introduced in my life. However, the thing is that I'm doing my best and sudden;y I do not receive in return what I except, that seems kind of ironic but why did I ever except to get what I want? My mom always told me not to except too much and not to put high hopes, she always told me to be ready to brace what was yet to come, I should've comprehend her words better. I think I am at the moment, we always thought our parent just talked nonsense, well the 'nonsense' we heard all the time really does make sense now that we understand it. Nonsense might be a little harsh, I'll have to rephrase it was ' big talk'.

Anyways. right now I'm in a state where the words in my head are being typed out randomly, but these words were actually bothering me for some time and I had to type them out. Maybe people out there can relate, I bet some do exist. I've heard of doppelgängers but never met my own, I've also heard that people can think in the same way and can relate to things similarly, now that  I have seen. 

It's fascinating how that happens though, like meeting a person you have nothing in common with, and suddenly you get to know you think alike and share the same ideas somehow...intersting I must say. 

This is the time where I run out of words and work on moving on and accepting the facts.