October Morning

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"Everything comes to an end, you should just know how to live it perfectly till then." Echo Bliss

    As a senior, no complaints came about when we first started this Fall semester around the end of August. It was too soon there's no doubt about that but time just flew by and now it's the first morning in October. October is just different in all aspects, it's a cold month  well kind of chilly compared to the past few months. Everything seems to fall in place when it's October. Deadlines are set, meetings are scheduled and oh well tests are decided. But that's not a problem at all, the best part of October is the fact that explaining what it brings in is such a difficult task, it ordinarily feels great to have another chance at October because September always seems to be the longest month of them all, and the reason for that being is undefined somehow.

    When September ends and October begins, it feels weirdly exciting because once October starts this means the end of the semester is approaching quickly. Apparently from an undergrad's point of view this means what's to come is yet stressing and overwhelming at the same time. Firstly because it's literally the very last semester of my Bachelor's journey. Mixed feelings, excitement, and a lot of emotions all overwhelming. Ever since this semester started, for every single day yet all the memories of the past years keep coming and it feels great because so much has been achieved and I'm sure more is yet to come.

   In the end it's true, as the days past you are only left with memories that draw a smile on your face every time you remember them.

Don't play with time

• Spring 2015 
• May

Still lagging behind on my Goodreads challenge but I hope I catch up really soon with it. Anyways, it's already the 4th of May and things are already getting very hectic with all the deadlines, events and submission I have to fulfil. The biggest scare was when my senior project had to change and we literally had one month before the due date. As much as I liked the new idea, and the whole change for something I understand and can walk my way through, this wasn't the case for my other team members. As I progressed with writing the final report, things were already falling apart and it was stressing me out.

It's not that I can not do it, or I'm afraid to do so, I just know we're going to make it and we can make it happen whatsoever in such time constraints.  For that I had to force myself to step up and take the leads before things fell worse. Fights do happen, arguments and disagreements do happen all the time no doubt about that, but the thing is we do not have the time for them right now. At this point, we have to stick together and suck it up to make it. I can't make that happen on my own, and I hope I eventually don't, yet we have to make the excuses and hold it all in until the end...then we can deal with all the drama. Now, is just not the time for it.

At the moment, we're literally almost done, but each and everyone of us doesn't seem to have the right concept behind the objectives of the project and that's freaking me out a bit, I just hope things clear out ASAP.

"Whenever a day passes, it's falling out from your deadline..so make a wise choice of finishing things off while you can before it's too late. Oh and one last advice : Don't play with time."