Interpretations

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"Regardless of what you hear, interpretations is what makes it all different." - Echo Bliss.

    Over the few past months, everyone's  been having their moments in life. Radical changes and opportunities that popped out of nowhere popped. Moments we never knew would approach so soon approached.  We are meant to have our ups and downs in life, no comfort whatsoever to be expected. Your only chance of survival comes from your ability to stand strong and move on after learning whatever lesson you were supposed to learn. You just have to be smart enough to look beyond what's given to you.

    When my sister got married over the Summer, all that's left is a flashback of all the times we spent together for the past years. Before the big day as they  call it, it was a massive rush to get her necessities done. As much  as the pressure and stress to race against time, I never realised that as we approached to the day, our times together were limited and coming to an end. What's the supposed to mean?

    Well it all comes down to what you had through the years, siblings are different. They're literally the part in life that makes you complete, it all falls down to how you guys were raised and how close you were. There's always that twin of yours that just made it all better, worse or just made it worth it. It's just that one that was like the piece of puzzle that always fits with whatever you do and what you are.  Surrounded by friends and family members that are just shocked by how you've been acting regarding this entire deal and they're all like " What is wrong with you, it's not like she's dead! ". I think you're mental is if that's what you think siblings are all about.

    It's never going to be the same although as the day pass, I pray we'd get to spend it like the old days, but I know that now that's never going to happen. Distance does not break us apart, it never did and it never will but trying to explain what's really going down deep inside, time will only tell. Regardless though, no one is meant to understand and you are not obliged to explain in anyway. As long as you know it, and as long as she knows it..the heart is where everything will be at.

A new year, after 20 years

"You're never too old for anything" -Echo Bliss

For the past 20 years, I do not real remember everything, but I tried my best to make sure I save the best I can. Because I was a blessed person and I still am, my entire life was filled with memories worth saving.  Now that I'm almost 21 years old, I would like to take a moment and thank everyone who was part of it. 

To the parents and especially mother who was always there, no matter when the timing was or where the place was, whenever I looked around the crowd I would find her in there giving me her beautiful look/ nod of assurance " Yes I'm here" . And the father who rarely made it, but was able to make me smile and laugh all the time, I forgive you and I'm glad you're trying your best to make it up whenever you can. 

To my 7 siblings whom each is closer to me than the other, thank you for everything and I'm sorry if I weren't doing my best, but I was always trying and I still am. To the young ones, I'll always be there for you whenever you feel like wanting to talk to whenever you need a push, I assure you I'll always try my best to be there. And to the elder ones, I thank you for being there for me and for always making me feel peaceful. We were all raised on the same basis and we all have the kindness of our mothers heart and the strength of our father, regardless of what our personalities are, we still share the same thing: love.

Now that the 7th of October is not so far away, and with it another year is yet to begin, I hope Allah accepted everything I've done and has forgiven me for what I didn't pay much attention too, I hope he give me the strength to be a better worshiper in this coming year. Thank you for giving me another day, week, month, and insha-Allah a year to thank you again.

With this I welcome my 21st year with an eager spirit.